friggin harsh reality

the first thing in the morning when i came to work and i received the news that two of the nicest pple in the company are gg to be axed. not cos they are not contributing to the company but one of them is just passionate abt wat she wants to put on the television and the other who is so motherly is jus i duno...maybe not as young and productive as before. and the friggin old brit jus decided that it's time for them to go. and he happily go back to UK i guess to avoid the embarassment. sucks...my heart fell when i heard abt this la. it's like...wake up!! dun try to do things that u feel should be done for the tv but really do wat the boss likes and to where the money is coming from. that's the way the world works. and wat the hell...we jus gotta accept it. aiya, i'm not pitying them cos i know they are gg to find other places tt appreciates them but really it just hits me. those things tt we are often saying abt passion does not feed it's like happening right before my eyes. friggin harsh reality playing in front of me. suddenly i dun feel like doing any work.
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on a lighter note, i learnt tt there's really no point thinking too much abt wat may or may not happen in future. there are so many starving people in the world who are more 'cham' than us (quoted from u know who you are) so who am i to worry abt such menial stuff and pple who aren't afraid to step in regardless of the bleak future.

i am going to be brave too.